BDSM: THE FIRST SESSION!

First session, feelings, fear and the flourishing of a submissive.

Submission is an irrefutable proof of the intensity of love, giving and devotion, breaks us, transforms and show our strength, our soul naked and female, often lost unbelievers the way of life. The essence of submission, allows you to see the world in a broad manner, free from the shackles imposed. They are wrong who think that being submissive is something simple, just say YES LORD. Fights are fought constantly, submission screams inside the mind vanilla, changes in habits, behavior, words and actions run the confused mind.

The move by the world in which we are accustomed and the new world that emerges, requires psychological balance, study and self-assessment ... donate wait, wrong, not be understood, rejection, good and bad days surrounding the submissive soul, silence and seclusion are time is needed to absorb all of these feelings and let some advice if I may, to respect your time to listen to that voice that comes as a warning. Be submissive, submission, submit and servitude, are precious feelings, does not have time to arrive, no age, color or social status. But not all will be awakened to, but when it is awakened, we will never be the same.

Many submissive dream, idealize and long for the first session, to bow at the feet of the OWNER, where his soul has a very bent, submit to it is to enable ... bring out its essence.The sum and purpose of those who seek and wish to live BDSM.

Anyway ... if you submissive arrived at this point of living the real, either because he found their Lord and together we will build a BDSM relationship or by means of single sessions, trusted friends, remember they are your CHOICES, right or not, They will not know if willing.Nevertheless, it is common sense and follow the step by step information game partner, understanding about their desires, and who you are ... Who never made a mistake, go wrong, to manage and absorb a lesser impact is what will make the difference between achieving and frustration. Our life is our responsibility before handing blind someone.

First and spare Owner session.

We are prepared for the first session? We will be strong enough? How we conduct ourselves? What we feel in the first tapas, blows and humiliations? And the brands?

I have no answers to these questions because each submissive is unique, there is no primer, we deal with the purest of delivery feelings, every flower in the garden of a Lord, has his own perfume. I dare say that in the right hands will be ready.

Before experiencing the real and allow, we should evaluate the essence of submission and servitude, which you conquer, what makes you bend some submissive to meet in separate sessions, others need the link that connects OWNER and possession ( domination / submission), sense of belonging, not that it does not occur in loose sessions, the exchange of power is so intense that during that time the feeling will be held.

Recently allow me to live this delivery opportunity with a double Tops (Mrs. and Mr.), friends, light people, welcomed me and shared their knowledge and made me feel like possession, in that short but very intense and important for my live. Gratitude.

A mix of emotions came over me, a submissive living real. I did not know how my body as my body would react, what emotions would emerge, some answers were present, but doubts arose for a new journey. I try to describe my feelings, because ... there are things that have no way to describe it. My first practice was Shibari, introduced myself as a submissive in what had studied, from then delivered, which was present confidence. The ropes were passing through my body, as if they were reading me, hugging me, protecting, caring for, how to feel the hands of the Lord without being touched, tears ... tears, trembling hands, several things went in my head, was reviewing my walking since I came to BDSM, difficulties, criticism, fights ... did not believe that was coming my time.

At another point, allow me to practice Wax candles, was more quiet time to discover the limits of my body and learning. After we went to practice Spank, I confess that I fear at the St. Andrew's Cross, wanted to say, I can not, I gave up ... but it was automatic, walked toward what scared me was causing fear. I had no idea how would reagiar pain, it would hold, which would feel the impact of Flogger in my body ... for being the first session, or the top and botton know what can happen. Mrs. had carefully observing these details, tender from start to finish, the first impacts were afraid ... and tears release the sum and finding everything that lives inside me. For a long time in the bath, I saw the blood drain the water and was proud of everything lived and allowed.

When I speak of the submission reading, located a personal example, my submission is not of single session, my delight is in servitude, donating to someone, conduct and discipline .. but always used something called caution, to walk in BDSM, apply the acquired knowledge and learning, especially self-assessment to find out what the next step to take. Our walk is lonely, we do not have to prove who we are, or do as others do, each must respect their time. Do not look in the practical sessions and BDSM sex, orgasms, horny, beautiful bodies, spicy moments or completion. Do not be satisfied with less than give themselves, not nullify and know its value, curiosity and haste can you blind, Tops are not boyfriends vanilla, analyze know the real intentions of those who approach him, BDSM is not enjoy virtually.

My submission want to rest in the arms of the OWNER, I have no answer if it will happen someday, walk slowly, never had hurry. Every submissive idealizes its first session at the feet of his master, to submit to their will, to feel useful, to serve, to be used, bitch and loved, give her love and care for him who knew how to read your submission and made her bow, where you see in totality, its faults and qualities, has no color, age, weight, status ... just yOUR POSSESSION. The journey continues, fear and doubt go together. Most rulers have had possession and sessions, held some of their desires and are experienced.

Wonder and the girl who dreams, who never submitted to the OWNER or OWNER not the first ... and often fail to dream because you can not sleep because it is caught up in his perverted desires. The Dominator know drive the dream of this girl? And behold this particular moment?

Some rulers submissive to offer at its first session, hours of motel ... It's like traveling to the "paradise" and look at the scenery from the airplane window and not land. Remember the CHOICES.

We live frightened, the unknown excites us, a whirlwind of feelings arise, allow us to have access to LORDS help us and gradually prepare for the first session. We dream of touching the body we love, kiss it, lick it, smell it, look, listen to his sadism, or just stay quiet ones in a hug grooming each other. We seek to understand and live the After Care, accounting marks, scratches and talk.

Ah ... this return will be missed. That girl barefoot, frightened and scared, your submission can rest. No matter how long it lasts this relationship, both were allowed, and the first session at the feet of the OWNER, have been outstanding, as the Dominator has not been only the first, but have also been the best man in her life.

Constantine

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